Captain's Log 5

Captain's Log 5

            Over the course of the past week not too many exciting things have happened in the classroom. I’m at the middle part of the quarter and my overall feelings are that I have far too much on my plate. If it wasn’t for the years I’ve spent procrastinating assignments from when I was a freshman in high school to present day, even as I write this, I wouldn’t be able to handle the stress and demand. I’m being pulled in different directions: college studies, middle school hours, my part-time job, running, family, friends and the extra stuff including graduation applications which have yet to be found. If my parents question my frequent trips to coffee shops I might just send them my course load in the mail as a response. Now days I don’t drink shots unless they’re espresso shots. I’m also confident I haven’t slept more than five hours since spring break- I miss those days. I also haven’t made a home cooked meal in weeks- unless a sandwich counts, in which case I cooked on Monday. I don’t even know if it’s about balancing everything anymore. I feel like I’m just struggling to stay on top of the water and whenever I make a gain somebody tosses me a brick: “don’t forget this!”

            In the classroom I’m trying to cope with the stress I have overall in my life by ignoring it. Ignorance is bliss, and I don’t want the stress to taint my enjoyment of time spent in the middle school. I’m trying hard to drop everything at the door and keep things separate. So far so good! I was having difficulty this morning with a bad start of spilling coffee and slow drivers that nearly made me late (thankfully I didn’t get a speeding ticked). I lucked out and my coordinating teacher gave me an organization task in which I got to just work on mindless items- exactly what I needed. I think the more this quarter goes on, the more I realize how important it is to focus on the task at hand. I can’t do everything, and some things have to just have to be let go. I know my coordinating teacher has said that a million times, but only now, when I am feeling spread thinly across my responsibilities, do I realize how important that advice is.

            In my first few years of teaching, especially in my student teaching quarter, I will be working to organize my own life in a manner that things stay separate. I don’t want stress or issues from other halves of my life to affect the other. My home life shouldn’t affect a child’s performance in school; they already have their home lives doing that for them. For myself, I don’t want school to follow me home or home to follow me to school. That will be the balance I’ll focus on most so I don’t end up feeling like I’m drowning, with too much to handle. 

This is Captain Danielle Raschko, signing off. 

Captains Log 3

Captain's Log 3

This last Friday I taught my first lesson in the Social Studies classroom. Let’s just remember my major is English and a History minor with only two history classes under my belt, so I was pretty impressed with the results. I planned a power point introduction on the Oregon Trail, covering the highlights of the book and then created a note worksheet for students to fill out while I was lecturing. The goal of the worksheet was to help students remember information, allowing them auditory and tactile mediums in which to retain the information. Further, the worksheets would help them learn the information so they could answer questions during the game. After we went through a slide, I would pause and check to see if students had the questions and notes filled out. During the presentation I would prompt students with lead-in questions, for example: “Why do you think Native Americans would have been upset with the pioneers during the migration of the Oregon Trail?” After the presentation, we reviewed the presentation to help students fill in their missing information. Following the presentation, we played a game in which two students at a time faced off, responding to a question. I thought this would be a great game to play on a Friday because students are already in the weekend mind-set as well as they had just completed MSP testing the day before.

            While my lesson was a little too fast for first period, it was down to the last few minutes and ran smoothly. I was surprised and proud by how well students responded to my prompt questions. Everything ran smoothly until sixth period, which was surprising because my fourth period class- which is usually the most disruptive- ran the best. In sixth period a group of boys required attention in the back with their disruptive behavior, so while I was impressed with my ability to teach students from the back of the class, I was a little annoyed by students walking outside the class through the emergency exit that had been propped for airflow. In addition students were not participating in the presentation at all and were instead throwing their worksheets around and tearing them up. While the majority of the class did well, it was difficult for me to know how to discipline while trying to teach lessons; I felt like the most talented chain saw juggler ever.

            What I learned? I learned I still need to practice discipline and familiarize myself with the procedures. The student behavior was out of control, but thankfully my coordinating teacher handled the detention slips for me; however, I felt that I should have more participation in that process. Also, I learned that I do have the confidence to teach! It only took one period for me to slow down, but after the second run-through I felt confident about the topic and comfortable to ask different questions and run with the teachable moments as they arose. I was also very proud of my students! I had a student- the brain of the class- who informed me he had researched the topic before he came to class. I was impressed by their insights and honestly, I would not have thought of half of them myself. 

        So a further conflicting issue for myself is knowing the discipline procedures of the school and when to act on them. I knew in that situation that something needed to be done, but I didn't know what or how. I don't know what I would have done if my coordinating teacher hadn't been there and thats a thought that scares me. I want to be confident that I can handle these situations when they arise. Finally, my coordinating teacher was very impressed with how the lesson ran and decided to create an activity which we will run this Thursday. I was happy to hear this news and slightly embarrassed (in a good way) when he bragged to the Principle about how my lessons went that day. 

This is Captain Danielle Raschko, signing off. 

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The YUNiversity

Why?

The YUNiversity blog takes difficult English subjects, such as grammar, and explains in easy-to-understand memes like these. Students/I love these! I will certainly be using this information in my future classroom. 

 You bring up an excellent question.

There is a subtle (but crucial) difference between “recur” and “reoccur”:

 “Reoccur” isn’t even listed in many dictionaries. But those that do include it define it as simply “happening again,” with no mention of it being repetitive or occurring in a pattern. Quite literally, it is to “re-occur”:

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